The things we fear

Even though we know we deserve good things. Even though we spend our days being good people doing good deeds for the ones we love. It is never surprising when our fears make themselves present. The darkness and the  loneliness. My son woke me up at 3:00 am on the dot. He was panicked. Knowing he saw something and heard something whisper in his ear. I do not doubt this happened. But the difference is these video games that consume him has  a way of making you not be able to deal with reality. He has a huge change coming and his mind is not able to cope. I know there are things that go bump in the night. I absolutely know. But they no longer have their place any where around me or my kids. Of all the good that I try to do and all the love I have in my heart is enough to send anything that is of not good intention back to where it belongs. The things we fear have a way of always creeping up in our lives. The things we think about but do not act on. The things we struggle with on a daily bases. Whether its a pipe or cheating on our significant other. It is all bad and it comes from a bad place. Are we willing to take the steps needed to make our lives as untouchable and unbreakable as possible?  Are we willing to clean our homes and not give anything a foot hold in our lives. If you have an addiction to pornography then you struggle with not opening the computer. If you struggle with shopping addiction then you struggle with not getting that new credit card. If you struggle with dope then you stand firm against calling the "oh so easy" dope man. Its all the bad stuff that is so easy to do. It is extremely hard to live each day biting at the bit of freedom. To be able to go to the store and only by the things on your list. These things can be dealt with and kept at bay. Most of the time. But you can always count on the bad days. Sometimes the bad days are enough to ruin your week. But hold on tight and resist. Even if you have to resist every five minutes, keep on resisting. But know and be steady in the fact that as much effort as you put into resisting is sowing good seed. Sooner or later you will reap a good harvest. But we all have to pay in full for the bad seed that we have planted even if it takes years. You reap what you sow. It is time to pull every weed out of your life. It is time to watch the flowers bloom in our lives. Set your intentions to all positive. Set your goals to things you really want in life. Never wish harm on your enemies. Let go of what no longer serves you. And instead of your fears creeping up in your life your blessings will manifest out of the intentions in your heart. Until next time my friends.